this weekend...

...from what I can remember was pretty freaking fantastic.
Best part: Seeing HSM 3 with Lindsey! Twice!!!

Mmmm love Zac Efron.

p.s.

OBAMA WON!!!!

YAY!! :)

i feel invisible

to everyone. I am just a filler of space and awkward silences in conversations. I am a joker, a sarcastic comment, a random anatomical part vocalized up in Gaiser.

Part of this is my own doing- I don't trust people and I don't like to tell them how I'm feeling. And unfortunately I know that. I avoid talking about myself by asking everyone else questions- which is great if these people responded with a question for me. But no. Everyone's favorite topic is themselves. If they don't have to inquire my mind then they don't. Don't get me wrong- I am my own favorite topic too; I am human after all.

My gift of being genuinely interested in other people's lives is also my curse.

The big question is: Do I want to fix this? Or do I just keep this perpetual cycle going?

Decisions, decisions...

last night

Alex came over and we tried to watch scary movies in honor of Halloween. We sort of accomplished that. We watched this movie called "The Attic" and I'm pretty sure it was one of the worst movies I've ever seen. The screenplay I'm sure, was written in 2 minutes and it was made on a budget of $12. Seriously, Alex and I just sat and laughed through the whole thing. So when that catastrophe was over, Jed swung by and we watched "The Strangers". That movie scared the living crap out of me. And the ending! Amazing! It even freaked Jed out which was rather entertaining. Alex ending up leaving at like, 1230am and Jed and I turned on "Run, Fatboy, Run". That one was super funny- but Jed was too busy IM-ing on Facebook to enjoy it. Why we're friends I don't know. He's just using me for my Wi-Fi :) It was still a good night though. I'm really glad Alex and I were able to catch up. We see each other everyday because we have Poli Sci together, but I just haven't been around very much outside of class. We even decided we're going to write a horror movie on our hour break. Obviously it took the writer of "The Attic" less time than that, so we're expecting it to be amazing! :)