i like the idea of you

but i don't want to risk your friendship to pursue a dead end.

it's not worth it.

shoot me

in the face please? kthanks.

i am so overwhelmed by school, it's ridiculous.
i am so confused about this boy, it's insane.
i am so poor, it's pathetic. (mostly because i make really good money, i just don't know where it goes.)

i am questioning everything. i am doubting God's plan. i am losing my soul to the world (thanks tobyMac).

honestly, i think that's my biggest issue. i haven't read my bible, prayed, done anything remotely religious and i feel like that is why i am so down in the dumps. i hate feeling like that too- like i've disappointed God.

i just want a week to myself. i want to catch up on homework. i want to catch up on sleep. i want to pray. i want to read. i want to eat real food (i'm on a food replacement program and all i want right now is taco bell). i want to forget about this boy- i know nothing will ever happen with him, yet i have that stupid fairy tale in my head.

i just want to hibernate for like, 72 hours and just get my head straight. is that too much to ask?

she didn't tell me anything

wow, i just heard that phrase, like a thousand times. Tonight was the VP Debate- which, I'm sure you know because I think everyone in America watched it. I feel like Biden won, but then again I'm biased because I'm a Democrat. It seemed like Palin talked in circles, didn't fully answer questions, and couldn't stay on topic. HOWEVER, she remained composed when Biden countered her opinions, she delivered her points in a clear and concise-ish way, and didn't fall on her face. So I have got to give her props. I think was kind of agressive towards her, but then again that's part of the debating process.

I've got to finish this opossum paper though, but I'll write more tomorrow.