in the face please? kthanks.
i am so overwhelmed by school, it's ridiculous.
i am so confused about this boy, it's insane.
i am so poor, it's pathetic. (mostly because i make really good money, i just don't know where it goes.)
i am questioning everything. i am doubting God's plan. i am losing my soul to the world (thanks tobyMac).
honestly, i think that's my biggest issue. i haven't read my bible, prayed, done anything remotely religious and i feel like that is why i am so down in the dumps. i hate feeling like that too- like i've disappointed God.
i just want a week to myself. i want to catch up on homework. i want to catch up on sleep. i want to pray. i want to read. i want to eat real food (i'm on a food replacement program and all i want right now is taco bell). i want to forget about this boy- i know nothing will ever happen with him, yet i have that stupid fairy tale in my head.
i just want to hibernate for like, 72 hours and just get my head straight. is that too much to ask?
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