like crap. i was sick all night and i skipped school today. i really don't like not being in school. i guess i am just a nerd. so yeah, i stayed in bed all day watching old audrey hepburn movies and reruns of punk'd. i live such an exciting life.
mom is staying over at g-ma's tonight. grandma has been totally out of it lately, but it's not like she'll get any better. she's been really confused, forgetful, and fiesty. when JB and i went over there on saturday after his game at PGE park, she was watching That's So Raven. totally out of the ordinary. mom and dad went over there the other day and mom said that grandma looked from mom to dad to mom to dad- like she had forgotten who they were. she's just getting worse and worse, and we're just waiting for her to die. it makes me really sad. Anna said my heart is grieving. i didn't think this would affect me as much as it is, especially after finding out about a lof of really horrible things grandma did. but she still is my grandmother and i still love her. i just want to be there for my mom and my family, but there isn't anything i can do to make this time easier on everyone.
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