chris brown

can take me down anytime. i'm watching his video right now. so hot.

today was the elkins going away party. it makes me way sad i'm not going to see them around anymore.

what also makes me sad is, well, life. and the fact that boys are so dang complicated. is it so hard for them to be the chaser? i hate having to be the cat, seriously, i just want to be the mouse. is it so bad that i want someone to want me? (thanks cheap trick!)

sorry. i'm a little drunk right now. and kind of depressed. which sucks. i like being the happy drunk. not the sad one.

let's try this tomorrow.